Sophia Anne Johnson graced us with her presence on April 9th, 2010. She was 8lbs 4 ozs. If you are my friend on facebook, you have already been bombarded with millions of pictures and comments about our girl. I'll save you from that here. I would just like to put Sophie's birth story down before I forget and someday I'm telling her about the day she was born and pause and say, "Wait, was that you or was that Kylie?" or "My bad, LOGAN was born in July!"
So here goes Sophie:
We will start with your name. Sophia was pretty much our only pick. I really liked that name for a while and your daddy didn't really complain. This is a big deal because for some reason he feels the need to be the name giver of the family. He wanted to name you Sophie but I felt like you needed a proper name instead of a nickname. The compromise is that your birth certificate says Sophia but you are Sophie....unless you do something really wrong...then it is Sophia. That's how you will know you really messed up.
Your middle name is the same as my sister Lori. Lori, as you will soon learn, is perhaps the best person in the world. She is full of love for all of us and was a mother to your mommy. I think she taught me how to be a mommy. I wanted to somehow pay tribute to her. Just like Kylie has Rachel as a middle name you have Anne. These are two strong women who you can be proud to know and I know you both will have their strength and character.
The weeks before you arrived were NOT fun for me. Not trying to make your birth story all about me but it was HORRIBLE. I'm not sure if I emphasized that enough...it was
HORRIBLE. I can say this because it had nothing at all to do with you. I had kidney stones that were more excruciating than I can put into words. Because of this our doctor decided to change your arrival day from April 15th to April 9th. At first I was relieved because I was in so much pain. April 9th arrived and suddenly I was a little nervous about your early arrival. I knew that 38 weeks was full term but something in the back of my mind didn't feel good about our decision. I can't explain that. I talked to the nurses in the pre-op room about the probablility of you having any breathing issues. They said that while it was possible it was not the norm. That made me feel better. I asked the doctor the same question and he gave me the same answer. Everyone was very reassuring so I decided that I was being crazy and didn't talk anymore about my worries.
The c-section was fast and very easy. You were my easiest baby. We talked about golf (it was the during the Masters) and your daddy was laughing because they were playing 70's rock in the operating room. It was a very laid back experience. Everyone was shocked that you were already 8lbs and two weeks early!!
I waited for you while I was in the recovery room. I knew that I would wait about a half hour and then you would be able to come join me. A half hour came and went, then a hour...
Finally the nurse came in and told us that there was nothing to be overly alarmed about but that you were breathing really fast and needed to be monitored. I was allowed to hold you in the transistional nursery but had to give you back before I went to my room. That was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I felt like I needed you to know that we were there and that maybe if you were around us you would start to feel better. I also knew that it was better for you to be monitored by nurses than an overwrought mother. Everyone said we would probably see you in a hour or two.
Six hours later you were still in the nursery. The nurse told your daddy that you were still breathing very fast and that you would need to be moved to the NICU. You needed to eat and you needed an IV. Everyone assured us that this was common with c-section babies and that you just needed a little time. You will learn someday when you are a mother than nothing is common or normal or ok when it is your baby.
When I held you in NICU you had a tube in your nose for feeding and an IV. You were the biggest baby in there! This helped put our situation in persepctive though because I had to walk by many very sick babies to get to you. We had a small scare with a heart murmur but everything checked out ok and after three days you were able to come out of NICU and home with us.
Kylie and Logan were very excited to see you. Kylie held you and proclaimed you to be SO CUTE. Logan just pointed and said baby. He is a little jealous that you get a pacifier but he is working through it. You have been such a gentle baby. Not much fussing (yet) and ok to sleep through the madness that is our house. There is something special about each of my children. Kylie is my oldest and my princess girl. Logan is my middle and my only boy. You are my baby, the last sweet newborn that I will ever cuddle. So, I hold you a little bit more than I should, I kiss you one more time before I put you to bed. I touch your feet and try to remember them since I will never have another little one to hold.
I look forward to watching you grow over the next few years. Welcome to the family....and good luck with your brother and sister.
-Mommy